Some people have expiration dates. Worse is, others just chose to
expire. Even if you consume them to save them from spoiling, if they
decide to putrefy at any given time within a grace period, there’s
nothing you can do.
I believe that the effort I’ve exerted is enough. I’ve run out of excuses why you treat some things like this, some things like that.
At times that you lose hold of your strength, you begin to exist. You make yourself part of my world and there I am, giving you what you need. And when you’re perfectly fine, back on your old cold self, you disappear.
I am tired of catching you on your moments of weakness.
Keep your feelings like they don’t exist because your actions always betray you. You need more practice to conceal it. You’re not as good as you think.
I value you so much but then if making defenses is the only way to keep this relationship and the only resolve to all these confusions, then it’s not worth it. You asked me to give you something which you are too coward to stand for.
So please stop protecting me. The more you do, the deeper the wound becomes.
They were right. I give myself away too much and you’re getting away with a lot.
Hindi porke nagtitiis ka, kailangan ko na ring magtiis. (It doesn't mean that because you are enduring it, I also have to endure)
You can keep all your issues and feelings to yourself. I don’t care about them anymore. Besides, I’m not the one who’s gonna get rotten….
It’s you.
NR0205
I believe that the effort I’ve exerted is enough. I’ve run out of excuses why you treat some things like this, some things like that.
At times that you lose hold of your strength, you begin to exist. You make yourself part of my world and there I am, giving you what you need. And when you’re perfectly fine, back on your old cold self, you disappear.
I am tired of catching you on your moments of weakness.
Keep your feelings like they don’t exist because your actions always betray you. You need more practice to conceal it. You’re not as good as you think.
I value you so much but then if making defenses is the only way to keep this relationship and the only resolve to all these confusions, then it’s not worth it. You asked me to give you something which you are too coward to stand for.
So please stop protecting me. The more you do, the deeper the wound becomes.
They were right. I give myself away too much and you’re getting away with a lot.
Hindi porke nagtitiis ka, kailangan ko na ring magtiis. (It doesn't mean that because you are enduring it, I also have to endure)
You can keep all your issues and feelings to yourself. I don’t care about them anymore. Besides, I’m not the one who’s gonna get rotten….
It’s you.
NR0205
1 comments:
rawr~ gerty! just passing by. i see flames. ^_^
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